It’s late, or perhaps early. It is Easter. Tomorrow we are getting together with the family to celebrate Easter. Gerard leaves tomorrow, Sunday night, to go back to work Monday. It was great having him “home” these past couple of days. Some days it is hard not having him around, but the distance in our relationship has helped us a lot.
This is a quick note, maybe a quick entry that I wanted to write down so that when I have bad days I can read this and cheer up a bit.
Today Gerard and I were looking at baby pictures, random baby pictures online. People uploaded pictures of their kids with the Easter Bunny. We started looking at pictures and could not stop. We were awing and ohhing over the various pictures and started talking about babies.
We had a serious talk about babies, about the possibility of starting our own family after July when he come back. We have not told anyone else and we probably won’t talk about it again until I go and visit him in June.
I had to write about this. I have to remember this wonderful butterfly feeling of my husband wanting to start a family with me. Remember the love and consideration of a family, of a little baby in our life.
I can’t wait until July…maybe this was the hidden reason why I should stick with my substitute job. Maybe I was meant to start practicing for a part-time job, so I could focus on getting the house ready, focus on nesting! Haha.
It is late and I feel silly writing about this. But I am giddy with excitement. Maybe I will come back to this post and elaborate…late.
Take care!!
Desirae Valdespino
